RE: The Debates.....GO KERRY

I watch tricky Dick Cheny last night. Man he looks like he needs a good movement and other things that might make him human. He really shows that he no knowledge of the real struggles of real people and those of minorities. Because he didn't know of the woman of color aids problem. Hello Dick have you been to any major city and look around. NO! The media for it most part was claiming that Dick won the debate ( Come On, Chris Matthews) these debates are not sporting events they are suppose to be about real issues and problem with some type of solutions. Lets hope Friday night Kerry will do good again and Georgie will look like that deer in the headlights look. I wonder does anybody read my blog or writing to myself. Let me know!

"Yom Kippur"

This a day of reflection for me. It is probably the only day of the year I go to the Temple on my own. I say memorial prayer for parent's. It the right thing to do I guess. It works for me. Then I ask myself well if their is a G-d then it must be one screw up person. With all that wrong in the world and no cure for disease. The politicians boy can they all repent. They are all a bunch of use car salesman. I don't see things getting better in this crazy world either. I guess I should put on some Neil Young "Tonight the Night" CD and pour myself a strong scotch on the rock (single malt) and watch some movie only in black & white film.
The goods news is I made new friend (I think) Rebecca. I enjoy reading her blog and just by chatting with her I saw we had a lot of things and ideas in common. Twin sister of different mothers maybe? I stole that from old Dan Fogelberg album "Twin Sons of Different Mothers" with Tim Weisberg anybody remember that? It Dan attempt at jazz. Well I have to go atone now. See you on the other side so I can do it all over again. Peace

Happy New Year to All my Jewish Sisters

I want to wish all those you read this and are Jewish a Happy & Healthy New Year. Funny thing I'm not a religious person but indentify with my Jewishness. I would never back down because of my religion. I'm a very reform Jew as well. The reform sect of the religion will married interfaith couples and actually they have a large number gay & lesbian Rabbi's. I haven't heard of any trans rabbi's yet. As well of any Jewish Temples accepting same sex couples as married couples.
Actually...I've been a little blue of late because I meet woman via the internet and thought wow this going good but like always something happens and she writes don't email her anymore. Maybe because I slip and think in the male mode not the female mode. I keep asking myself am I truly a transgender lesbian. I come back to same thoughts and feeling. I am. As I shave my face in the morning I see not my face but one that I hope I will see in the future. Is it me or is their more people like me out world? Email me and tell me so. Peace. I need to hear "I'm not alone in the end zone" .

RE: The media plays up Bush tear down Kerry

I watch the cable news channels I can't believe how they play up Bush ....It all the BS and the spin that the Bushie put out to convince us that he should be reelected. They tear Kerry apart because he actually thinking about different ways the achieve solutions. People, Bush can reappoint probably half the Supreme Courtif reelected. If your gay or know somebody that is gay then guess what hell will be starting come 11/2 if he is reelected. If your transperson watch out. I don't know I'm not scare yet. The debates will tell the tale. Kerry better be up for it. They betetr be able get to Bush to show somebody should can mess with that cowboy from Texas. Georgie is nothing more than silver spoon kid. He never had to worry about anything in life other than screwing up.
As sit here and type I really writing more like some macho dude then what I like to portray myself as a translesbian. I guess I'm more in my butch mode than femme mode. Hell I'm just one person that is mad at the media and Chris Matthews. Sorry Chris ....I won't mention Fox News they are totally right wing bulls..t artist.
Peace

Another day another dollar

You know I feel I'm getting to old to take krap from some thirty something idiot . Mr. Macho who thinks he knows everything about business. I seen his type before and see them go down and luckily never to come back into power or business. That when I feel I have to retreat to my car and just think of my goal to join the female world and to stay there. I also got to say thank god I got satellite radio in my car and can listen to Air America it really breath of fresh air on the air waves. I enjoy Unfiltered Radio and Al Franken and Big Ed Shultz and Randi Rhodes. Actually one the girls is lesbian name Rachel Maddow I love her voice. Here the question of the day. Is the press slanted to Bush or is Kerry and his machine just not getting to them. Get to the real issue. Health care and jobs and how it affects people life. Debra if you read this...I'm truly sorry you have been bright spot in shade of the day.
Peace.......

RE: Mad Jew for Kerry

I was watching good old John Kerry this morning giving a speech and saying to myself come on Johnny boy lets get mad and show some flipping compassion. So America knows that you can fight back and be one nasty son of bitch just like George W. That what I personally feel he needs to do to win. You got to look the devil in eye and scare the hell out him. Kerry has seen death and W hasn't that the difference. Is Kerry my first choice no...but he thousand times better than Bush. I saw this ad in paper JewsForGeorge that were I came up One Mean Jew for Kerry!! I can't stand my fellow Jews that are for George they the most uptight missionary assholes in the world that think they always right and that Bush is Israel only supporter. With those Jews it always about Israel and taxes. It must be nice if that is your only concern in life.
Peace

Hello.............My first blog

Were do I start........I'm 50 mtf lesbian or least indentify as one. In reality I'm still man dreaming to be female one day. Will I ever be where some my trans sister are in their lives.